Sorry for not EVER being on Devart! I totally have not abandoned it! D:

As lame as an excuse as it is, I really have been way too busy. Ergo, I don't have anything really to show for my absense. ;_; I do, however, have some older pictures up! Sorry sorry! I'll try to be more active after Nov. is over, but until then I'll probably be posting up old doodles, touched up on photoshop or something. :S

Also! I want to do another Holiday picture. This time, obviously for Halloween. ^^ Unfortunately, I have no idea what to do for it. I've brainstormed...nothing. >< Aaaaargh. If anyone has ANY creativity to spare for a struggling no talent artist, please share! Karma is a good thing!

Finally, I'm so sorry to all the nice comments and watches during my MIA time... I'll reply to them all, I swear! ><;; That is...eventually. Thank you for your patience!

Okay! I'm pretty boring. Thats all I've got to say. ^^

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(Why does that happen after I join...? Q_Q)

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BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY summer.

Ironically I have more time during the school year to devote to my devart.

Good to be back with my peeps!

Holla' at for her sweet welcome! ^^ Haven't seen her all summer and she's the nicest thing of my return.

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Or at least I was. Instead, I was taken on a magical adventure with prozac! *thumbs up*

It really wasn't that bad, I wasn't feeling well last week Monday, so I self-medicated myself. Apparently, I took the wrong medicine doses and my neighbors got involved. They rushed me to hospital where they pumped my stomach and did all sorts of diagnostic tests. (Embarassingly enough, they lost my urine sample and asked for another. I was all..."Uhm...come back in maybe a few minutes. I'm out.") Then, since some nurses thought it was a suicide attempt, they called over some mental health doctors who started talking to me. By now, 'weirded out' pretty much covered the range of how I felt.

Well, I don't know what sort of standard they were judging me on, but they concluded that I was a threat to myself and so shipped me out to another hospital on a 5150. I had to stay there under observation for 5 days before I was FINALLY discharged. I was literally trapped in a room about the size of an auditorium for 16 hours each day with mentally ill patients... with me wanting to go home so bad. Ironically, all I could think about was, "I have a million tests at school this week!" and since books weren't allowed, its safe to say I was royally screwed. I could only talk to my mom about an hour a day. She has a theory that all they were after was money- that or their rubric for clinical depression is way skewed.

In closing, I'd like to say that I'm NEVER going back to a hopsital again. EVER.

Oh! As for the two week submission.. I didn't miss it, did I? @@ I can't keep track of things...but anyways, I was kidnapped by doctors for a week so do I get an extra week?... yes? Yes. xD

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So there goes the last of my break. I successfully passed Driver's Ed [whoo!] and next week is Multi-Cultural week for our school [In other words, week-long buffet of gourmet Viet food! Yum!].

The school's mural is getting along, though I'm having serious second thoughts about my original design. D: "They've picked the wrong person, I swear!" <=== Should I dismiss thoughts like that as typical low self-esteem artist syndrome?

In other news:

Crazy...Anime... Fans... *twitch*

Somehow, word got out that I like to draw anime and am fairly decent at it. As a result, the hept-up-on-Prozac-randomly-speaking-Japanese-ultimate-fangirl-persona-typed Anime club members have begun hounding me down to join them. *hisses* Yes, I like anime. Yes, I draw in the manga-style. But, no, I am not like the wapanese masses of that club. I just want them to leave me alone. D: I've never been very good at telling people"no" so my days at school have been spent perfecting the art of 'looking busy' or 'hiding behind friends'. D: D: D: Gah.

In fanart news, I have so many ideas but no time to draw. Ch'.

Temp. Avie. Someone FINALLY toldme how to animate gifs. so I had to give it a try. Really confusing at first, but I've sorta got the gist of it. This spazzy icon is just an experiment, I can't wait to try others! : D

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I think it's time for me to join some clubs...

Thanks to all the kind-hearted people who made my reintroductory to DA so smooth! ^^ I wish I could repay them somehow. I'll draw them fanart! O_o

Ugh....so, what could be better than being sick during Spring Break? Maybe taking Drivers Ed... that course is impossible! @-@ I'll never learn to drive!

So, uh...I'm sick. Lots of coughing and used tissues. I swear, everytime I have a sore throat my voices ends up changing.

Oh, I also realized that my last journal entry held an unfathomable number of english mistakes. That's what I get for typing during the wee hours of the morning. Though it's nearly 3 am again. XD I'll never learn! Never! Bwuah!

Oh! I've decided on a goal. Consider it a not-New Year's resolution. Every 2 weeks, I'll upload at least one thing. Be it scrap or gallery work, somethings gotta get uploaded! Right, we'll see how long that proposal's gonna last.

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